My Letter For You

Dear Mademoiselle,

           Hello! I do hope that you are reading this right now because outside my physical appearance is a soft guy waiting for you to like me. I am sorry that I can't put your name in here because i'm scared that you would reject me. I don't know exactly when I had a crush on you, I think it was when we were sophomores when I first noticed you.
           Now that we are juniors, I feel that I took my feelings for you to the next level. Every time I see you, my nerves start to rush, my heart starts to beat fast and I feel butterflies in my stomach. When you sway your hair, I feel the air rushing to my body and I start to smile. When you smile, you light up my world. But when you talk to me and look at me, I feel my heart and breathing stop and I literally die.
           Looking back, I now realized why I had a crush on you. You're smart, beautiful and kind. I had chances to text you or chat you, whenever we do that, my world definitely becomes the best. When you're happy, you immediately make me happy too, but when I know you are sad, I can't help to seek the person who made you frown or cry.
           Sometimes, when we talk, i often joke about how I like you and how good you look. I love it when you laugh at my jokes, but I love it more when you tease me because our conversations go longer. But I hate it when you tease me to someone else.
           I know you don't have feelings for me. I know that other people and you have a special someone that makes you happy. Even though that makes me sad, I just think that you are happy. Because I believe that if you really love someone, you've got to let them go. I know that i look like a scared person for not placing your name in this letter but I cannot risk the friendship that we have for something that I've been longing for ever since I met you, TRUE LOVE.

Your Secret Admirer,
Aldrian